Great read my man. It’s definitely an interesting dynamic that plays out between wanting to be successful and to make money from your passion/business versus the fear of not making it and being poor. The first is your biggest motivator while as you highlight the fear of not making can be your biggest inhibitor. I definitely feel that in my own life the equation of financial security with meaning is an exogenously imposed standard and the biggest drain to my creativity. Keep it up.

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